melodramatic

so, in this desert life, i think ive found some growth. i was reading my previous posts and it seems like i'm incredibly melodramatic. its actually sortof obnoxious. its bad when you dont even like yourself sometimes. or maybe its just that i dont like the person i used to be. ive reinvented myself since the army has gotten ahold of me. and i like the person i've made myself. i guess happiness is a choice. you have to chose to be happy with yourself and your curent situation. but thats not to say that you shouldn't always strive for a better situation... anyway, back to life in iraq.