"my heart bleeds no more"

ok, so there i was... i was getting out of my work truck when i got the phone call. it was Her. i couldn't help but get weak at the knees and i could hardly keep the excitement out of my voice as i answered the phone. so we talked for an hour. she told me all about her life in the last 3 years. she has a husband who is abusive, she has a son and she is never happy. it breaks my heart to see her beautiful spirit crushed by an unfeeling s.o.b. who can't be a man enough to stop taking drugs and support his family. it was during this talk, i realized that i am in love with a married woman. it is so hard to give her advice about her relationship without having an alterior motive. but i never should have let her get away. if she leaves him, and she continues to show interest i would get together with her. i just want her to be happy. even if that means her staying with her husband. i think that is the true meaning of love, is for the person you love to be happy, no matter how it may tear your heart out. i think that as long as i can see a smile on her face then my heart will have a smile. playing the role of sensitive best friend is very hard when you have the desire to be more than friends. probus nox.