new thoughts

so there i was, completely unprepared for the events that lead up to this. she had been in front of me for years. the last three to be exact. how did i not know that everything i would ever need was right in front of me? i guess it could be linked to my ego... my constant quest for something better. my everpresent thought that i might be able to do better. my thought that i might miss something great. but then i realized that unless i took a chance on somthing, i would end up with nothing. it's funny how the girl who i never would've thought that i would date again, has become my best friend, my lover, my everything. so here's to my future, my ambition, and our dreams..
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