holy shit!!

holy shit. damn. i think i have found my last sure chance for happiness just in time to watch it slip away and go to the last place that i could have ever forseen. alas, the craziness of life. i get there just in time to watch everything blow up and collapse around me.

You Should Drive a Ford Shelby Mustang Cobra

You have an extreme need for speed, even when you're not in a hurry. And while your flying by, you don't want to look like every other car on the road!

What 2007 Car Should You Drive?

You Are 56% Abnormal

You are at high risk for being a psychopath. It is very likely that you have no soul. You are at high risk for having a borderline personality. It is very likely that you are a chaotic mess. You are at high risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is very likely that you are in love with your own reflection. You are at low risk for having a social phobia. It is unlikely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement. You are at low risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is unlikely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.

How Abnormal Are You?

You Are 80% Evil

You are very evil. And you're too evil to care. Those who love you probably also fear you. A lot.

How Evil Are You?

the wheels of modern culture roll drearily along, taking me along for the ride.
i have this new job but it completely sucks because i have to work 12 hour shifts from6pm to 6am. this means that i harldy ever get to see anybody worth seeing. my job is also as exciting as watching paint dry or water boil. there has to be more to life than this......
probus nox

as i draw nearer to obscurity i a further convinced that the things which i held in such high esteem are but a shallow picture of what really matters. something to ponder.... probus nox

if knew where she was i would be there in a heartbeat..... or the lack thereof. the lack of a heart has puzzled many in my life. they seem to admire the stoic face that i put on for the world. alas i am horribly human.

havent posted in a while. i've been training at fort leonard wood since last august. lots of fun and lots of cold. i have come back more lost and empty than ever before. it's funny how the introspective point of view is often the harshest. i can't stand the fact that i have no idea of what i want to do with my life. i got a tattoo while i was in missourri. it is pretty cool. i'll have to upload a pic to the site later.probus nox.