ok, i just got back from a week of camping in the mountains........ lots to tell, i will post the details tomorrow

i will be posting on a regular basis until i leave for boot camp. so until then, you can read of my exploits

"Douse yourself in cheap perfume, it's so fitting of the way you are, you can't cover it up" "half smoked cigarettes and you're the trash that infests my sheets. can't make a wife out of a whore, don't want your skin on me." "I know this hurts it was meant to" "I hope you choke on these words that kiss that bottle, i confess. I said i loved you but i lied." "NEVER AGAIN! i'll slit my throat with the knife i pulled out of my spine" " 'i don't love you anymore' is all i remember you telling me never have i felt so cold. i have no more blood to bleed cause my heart has been draining into the sea."

now that i have vented with other people's words, i can say that i have had my heart ripped from my chest in a cruel manner but i will get over it. i can't believe that she cheated on my with him. stupid whore. but anyway, i have learned that if you have walls up, you miss alot of hurt but you also miss the opportunity to be happy.

Probus nox